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就要告别多事的2010

问我会因为2010过去而开心吗？

会。可不是因为挥别不美好

是因为我得到了很多。

懵懂地上了大学

才发现好多事情不尽人意

虽然知道中学的伙伴才是最好的

却发现还比想象中的更有意义。

说的好像大学生活很空

其实没有，只是有些东西还是旧的好。

还有其实

执着不来的事情，也不去执着了

那样的日子过多了，碍着自己呼吸

留空间给自己，不是更好吗

有了空间

心自然也就会豁然起来。

after all

it's not wat i had/have

it's wat i've got

i knew myself more, wat comes fronter than tiz =)

if u're clever enuf u'll get wat i mean

so...cheers! for 2010

and coming 2011

我说……圣诞

其实圣诞对我来说

没有特别的什么意义

从来也就没有过

还好那次的圣诞

我还是这个我

没有迷失 也没有做什么

平平稳稳

也好

现在懂得去想

有当初的那般，才有现在的我

所以懂得不去怨

即使当下不是那么的好

那也是为了以后在做准备

嗯…我是这么想的

ps：严重偏题了，大家圣诞快乐

Hmm.....??

Quote for today:

计划永远赶不上变化

Coming plan

yea~finally i got thru ma final exam for 2nd sem

*yeah~~~*

hope tat i won fail any of them

*limwei: pray hard hard*

and tiz will become one of my reasons to go for dhd,hehe

in da coming holiday

im gonna earn some for maself

for ma coming bday present (isnt it still far?

watever

i juz wanna reach my dhd

as u knw, i hav so much craze on it

i wont deny im kinda addicted =p

so far, wat's dhd actually?

u'll hav some idea after watching video below

yup!! it's HTC DESIRE HD

imma huge htc fans

curious abt y not iphone?

honestly, iphone mayb had the best touch screen in the world

and retina display is awesome

BUT, it juz doesnt turn me on

and most of apple users r sooooo arrogant (sry no offence @@

claiming themselves to be trendy

plus~~~they believe all phones over the world r copying iphone tech

look at tis

EPIC!! had iphone ever done tiz? NOPE

it takes only juz a blink and it's done

thumbs up for tat superb boot up

wait for me,dhd!!! im coming for ya~~~~

*kinda crazy ppl here*

and lastly~~

if u ppl wanna gimme anything on my bday

kindly buy tiz

tiz is INSANE !!

no one can buy me tat =(

if u reali wanna giv me tiz

kindly check the price b4 u buy

i guess tat's all i wanna grumble here

hehe~

Conclusion:sooo much to spend but so less i hv= =

greediness gonna drives me poor T^T

Welcome...again

recently i've done some resarching n today i got my result

my bloggie is now renovated and furnished!!

cheers =)))

seriously, tiz is exhausting and u cant imagine

how many website i've gone thru

approximately i spent about 5hours (actually im kinda blogger noob

and finally it's done

tho it's not the best i want but it's still satisfactory

i've got peguin clock

new layout

stats overview

and video player

but erm......i've to complain tat y isnt there's an option of htc phone design~XD

anyway

i've got wat i want n i like it

ps: html codes r reali useful on tiz~thx my secondary sch teacher XDD

Hysterical

U know how i feel now?

no u wont

im kinda pushed to my very limit and going to explode anytime

at least right now

i've not been slept since last 36hours

and i knw this figure is juz a small case to most of ppl

but not for me

u cant even imagine wat kinda crazy day i had today

not emo now

but emotional ==

anyone whoever poke me now

i swear~ im gonna kill him/her/any other else

insomnia causes insanity and insanity causes insomnia, juz in the same way

极短篇

极短篇---我回来了

大雨将至

是救急及时雨，还是带来灾害的暴雨？

不管怎样我都已经准备好逃亡

因为我说过我要置身事外

B O

speechless when i heard kinda stuff out from ur mouth

anger takes over me at first

somehow

after sometimes

argh...complicate emotions i had

u c....tat's none of my business after all

wat's the point if i get into it?

some N-style thoughts came into my mind

u'r like a hook to me now

hooks me bek into past miserable

if i still cant let go

tat's bad for u, and me myself

well...good luck for u

after all u'r not as bad as u thought

be the one who u used to b

shine thru the crowd and make me c u again

u know u'll owez hav my wish

i owed u

cheers! for myself

ps: i miss those chinese-writing day

stay smart

try to be curious

and stay alert

to those wat u used to believed

coz habitual actions n minds

might kill

So be it

n now im here to announce

u r busted

no more in my life

n tiz shall b the last time u mentioned

in my place

i like things going simple

easy and gracefully

getting used of sth is reali nth good

it is fatal

however, it is shapeless

and traceless

u'll nvr find out whenever u've addicted to it

where and when

once u noticed, it's too late for u

to pull urself out

i've been too, once

getting use to hav u by my side every morning

getting use to chat wif u on phone

getting use to enjoy wat u gave me

getting use wif ur smiling face

but i chose to leave u

coz the way u born to be

we r not meant to be together

though i knew my leaving doesnt mean anything to u

dun ever deny

i hav my plain life now

good for me

u'r once my beloved

n u knew i cherish u

hm...seems like u dun

so be it, do watever u wan

nth between u and me

from now on

im clear im single im fine im still be able to smile

ps:i cut my finger nails , juz as between us

no more nails building...for u

i knw i wont repeat tat

About D

about d... wat i can say for u?

seems like ur dictionary is quite different from mine?

ur simple seems still complicate for me

and wat ur mind always thinking?

and wat do "dear" "darling" reali mean to u?

they reali mean sth to everyone

but r u counted in? i doubted

playing fools around n making fun of ppl

those innocent

ur definition to 'fren'

oh gosh tat reali freaks me

quite a wide range, dun u?

whoever u met (sry for those unlucky

watever u done (yayaya~u'll always b the right one, u r absolute

n till when u'll stop all these? (i wonder)

tat wont be an ans for it

no one can figure out

coz

we r all mortal

not a saint, like u

and we all hav sins

not for a saint, like u

Proton

开心不需要任何理由

因为我置身事外了

什么事发生

也由不得我来管

或者说我要管也管不着

那样很好 =)

生活简单些

步伐也能轻松不少

我还是会如同往常

轻快的踩着脚步

听着铁三角的耳语

哼着不成调的歌曲

优雅的穿梭人群

别人都开始走了

我还有什么理由继续停留发呆

再不追就赶不上了，对吧？ =)

Imma particle now

the positively charged one

imma proton =D

a big smile for me n everyone love me

完成度 70%

答应过了自己

要履行的事情始终会做到

我说过了 我要置身事外

我答应我自己 要置身事外

我办到了 至少有个70%

不尽人意的事情很多

我不再想什么

努力让自己开心 是我首要

我想对自己坦诚

我做到了

不再欺骗自己些什么 也不再奢望

对自己说谎

只会把自己胡弄得更加惨

Again

hmm...im here again

quite speechless

may i ask some questions?

wat's the point of asking somebody if u dont trust him/her ?

wat's the point of asking since u've had bias ?

n btw

the ans is very obvious tiz time

so y dun u check ?

y dun u all attempt thinking ? at least

or juz observing ?

it's simple n yet u all cant get it

not the first time

n im 100% sure wont be the last time

speechless again

being moody recently (or i can say these two days

dun try to poke me

and being an old man

juz...let me complain here

就…这样

如果累了，那就休息吧

我想置身事外

睁眼就见到的，长耳就听到的

那些是感官上无法避开的东西。

所以我说

我想置身事外

当你有了那个权利
有了那份姿态
有了掌控一切的能力

做出来的选择是修养的一部分

Corruption

it used to fit u

yea, it did

but once u threw it

abandoned it

dun ever try to get it back

coz it's not urs now

anymore

regret?

i duno wat u'r thinking

and i'm not interested in

juz, keep corrupting

same as i predicted to myself

long time ago.

Sometimes

Hey,

I'm missing u

u know that?

still, i struggle wif those u left

mayb it's ur story

or mayb it's juz...complicate

u'r bluffing too much

until

i duno whether which to believe

seriously, i miss u

uncontrollable

DDD

this week has been a very bz week

lots n lots of assignments

n outing wif frenz of coz

it's quite hapi tat

i learnt a few these days

only one i'll wrote down here, right now

in case of making this purpose of this post clearer

mayb u r down

and...

i know~for sure

u'll be energetic on tmr moring, dun u?=)

gloomy n moody r not ur style

u know

different from the distance and path

tat mentioned by S

there is a long path

in front of us

and i wont be myself now

if werent u

u can tell me whatever u wan

u can ask me anything

i'll lend me my hand

to make sure u wont fall

when u taking a big step forward

juz keep tiz in mind =)

i might be moody

and weak when facing my prob

but

not in ur case.

buckle up !!!

Love song for someone

In the twinkling stars that dance like fireflies
In the blushing fruit that hangs upon the vine
In the face of a baby as he forms his first smile
I see you
In the whisper of the wind's soft lullaby
In the laughter and the roar of the rushing tide
In the song of a sparrow as he takes his first flight
I hear you


So I'll giv u my heart n my soul
in the world where so much is right
but so much is wrong
ur love is my beginning and i know it wont be to long

till i see u
til i hear u
i luv u

Take it easy

ytd got a nice outing
n of coz spent alot of money
inavoidable, definitely

having brunch in sushi king
reali enjoy the meal
not only the food there
but also the atmosphere there was superb~!

for me
the location is not so important
is whom u'r eating wif
n how's the food
it has been long time since i had breakfast wif another fren
almost 1month ago i think 0.0

after all, spending much once in a month
wont be a harm right? XD

Sick

I got flu, feeling sick now
and it's raining

i hate those
those make me miss u

feel like hugging u
coz cold outside
feel like u'r juz by my side
when i was wearing my shirt
the scent
was juz like when we're together

and ur scent
and ur smile
and u

Right b4

U'r waiting for a train
a train that going to take u far far away
u duno which direction u'r heading to
n u duno how long is the journey
u wish u knew
but all of those unknowns dun matter

bcoz i'm with u

Vow

i know u luv me, dear
reali, i mean it
and i luv u too.

thx for taking care of me so much
for all those years.
nothing much i can do for u
and i think
neither a simply thx nor a smile
will do

i'll try my best
to make u hapi
n do everything tat i promised
whether they r in my heart or in words

and...
i luv u.
simple, easy and without keeping down anything
all i want from u, is to trust me.
thx D =)

Detergent

Gosh
i knew u'r not a clean person
at least u'r not that filthy

and then u proved urself
is a reali reali disgusting n nasty person
juz like i expect

nth can stop u
nth can keep u
and no one can chg u
should i praise u for ur determination?

i wont bother u more
that ur business, not mine, anymore
all i can do
is to feel glad myself
for not being polluted by u

n please
dun pollute others ok?
except the one u hav

因为太年轻

太年轻的我们
不适合过于复杂的故事
过于复杂的关系
过于复杂的思绪
过于复杂的借口
过于复杂的情绪
过于复杂的一切

放慢步调慢慢来
可以吗

on the path

the bridge to my heart is furnished
but quite shocked to find that
smtg tat familiar with had chg into white
and grey, cold feeling

wat's up and down had become flat
than ever it had used to be
no more dust n no more filth
juz peace here.

much chgs on everything
n as usual
all the things tat running backwards
seems quite sad today
but im not

my hands r not urs
not those that u used to hold tight
n neither those tried to get u

dear
tat's not the prob tat more or less
nobody can be blamed
n sry is not suitable for anything happened
it's juz u had to let go

L..M..N..O.

L
for the one 17months ago
how'r u now? still suffering or had just thrown all away
nearly forgot abt u
no worth to be remembered, u said
i wish to, but nobody teach me how

M
reali hate that
i cant live nicely coz of being haunted
not only me is the victim
i know wat's ur style
always leaving wif lots n lots of questions
wat's the solution? u din tell

N
no one seems like reali know wat r u talking abt ya?
u knw who will be the one isnt it?
quite obvious the answer

O
after all, i felt reali good talking to u
getting better than ever b4 the last time we met
i know u hav ur path to go
i'll juz c u walk away from far far away
somehow i felt u'r juz like my child
watching ur growth n walk away is a nature
though unbearable but still tears cant keep anything from chging
all the best for u
have ur own life hav fun...as long as u hapi

Photocopy

let me sing a song for u, ok?
let me drive u everywhere, ok?
let me take u all the way with me, ok?

how about the others tat will fade away as time flows? u asked
let me fade away with u.... ok?

The highly-blended

there is something, something that is born to be with u

once u were brought to tiz earth

so dun, pls dear, dun attempt for changing any of them

so how,

sometimes i feel like doing charity all the time.

i don think im being noble or wat

im not a saint

if u ever highly look upon me

here, thx for tat n stop tat now

im not tat good (im neither a villain though, of course)

i have my own way of living

i have my own way of thinking

i have my rights to delibrate my thoughts

n i have my choice to be who i am

i dun mind wat's ur thinking abt me

n most important is, i dun care, anymore

mayb imma destroyer in ur eyes

but sry, angel's gone. who am i?

im me, nobody but myself~

standing still n stay steady

to face any coming frustration.

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